Maybe a little.
For the past three weeks or so I have avoided working on the wedding in true Jesse style. In the past I’ve applied this form of extreme procrastination to things such as brushing my hair (when I was little), cleaning my room (when I was slightly less little), doing my math homework (in highschool) and writing papers in college.
I know its wrong. There’s so much to do! But tonight, instead of working on labels and address collecting as I said I would, I read awhile, then I took each of the dogs on a nice long walk separately (after the Hellhounds drug me across a yard on my butt trying to get to a innocent man out walking his own dog, I concluded that its not wise to walk two dogs who when they are combined have a greater body mass than myself). Then I came home and did the dishes. That’s how I know this is serious, when it gets to the point where I’d rather do dishes than whatever it is I’m supposed to be doing, its a problem.
I think the whole thing is just a little overwhelming. For a girl who has never actually thrown a party by herself, much less put on an event for all the most important people in her world; a wedding is a big deal. Thank the Heavens for Carl’s mom who is helping with things I know absolutely nothing about like where to get manicures and how long they take and what questions to ask a florist. She’s been wonderful. : )
It might also be a little ironic that instead of working on the labels right now, I’m typing away on my laptop. Oh well, what can I say? I’ll start workin on those labels tomorrow . . .